It’s pretty amazing. As I’m scrolling through YouTube, I see recommendations for videos I may want to watch. One that caught my eye, “10 things high functioning anxiety makes you do.” I almost clicked on it just to see what it had to say about me. Then, I realized, I am who God says I…… Continue reading You almost got me
Sneaky
It’s been almost one year since my last miscarriage. One year of being depressed and not even realizing it. Depression is sneaky… It snuck right in and got very cozy, reminding everyday that I am a failure to my children who are not with me; reminding me that I’m a failure to my little girl…… Continue reading Sneaky
End of a Chapter
When I was younger, I always believed I’d be married, have a few kids, and just enjoy life. Well, it’s mostly true, but definitely didn’t happen the way I had it planned in my mind. I was in love and married at the age of 19. I had it all figured out. It took us…… Continue reading End of a Chapter
What’s in Your Cup?
I recently began doing Bible devotions online with my sister. It’s been moving and life changing! We’ve been reading a lot about speaking life over ourselves and those around us, and speaking to God on a more intimate level and knowing Who He is. I see posts on social media from friends talking about how…… Continue reading What’s in Your Cup?
Acting on Impulse
I remember back when I was in my teens; how I used to truly feel deep inside. How certain things would grab at my emotions, and I would act on them. How I was more impulsive in good ways than I am now. How everything I heard or saw had a deeper meaning. Where has…… Continue reading Acting on Impulse
New Year, New Word
The power of life and death is in the tongue. Proverbs 18:21 The mouth speaks what the heart is full of. Matthew 12:34; Luke 6:45 Every year, our church asks us to pray for a word from God that will help through the year. The word God gave me for 2020 was “JOY.” I never…… Continue reading New Year, New Word
I can’t wait til I grow up
I’m not sure how early this became a popular phrase of mine, but I do know as I’ve gotten older, it’s the opposite. I know especially when I was a teenager, ‘I can’t wait til I grow up,’ was something I said to my parents and friends quite often. What was the hurry? Getting married…… Continue reading I can’t wait til I grow up
Let Summer Begin!
I am still a stay at home mom. I just accepted an offer as an agency nurse and looking to start within the next week. The income is dwindling with only one of us working. So, I have kept myself busy during this time at home. School is finally over, hallelujah! Being a 2nd grade…… Continue reading Let Summer Begin!
Quarantine or Freedom?
I sit and ponder this thought each day. As a wife, mom, and nurse…I see this from both ends. I do not and did not work on the front lines. I worked in a nursing home, where quite of few of my patients were being tested, and later found out were positive. My husband and…… Continue reading Quarantine or Freedom?
My Mom’s a Nurse
My daughter had a friend over this evening from school. They’re both about 8 years old. It’s so awesome to see her have friends over, and at the same time, I’m losing my baby. Anyhow, when her friend got here, she took her shoes off while they were standing on the back patio. Her friend…… Continue reading My Mom’s a Nurse
